Brian came down for V-Day (aka “Single’s Awareness Day”). Got here Thursday night. We had a talk. He said he knew it wasn’t going to work out, just like I knew it. Said “let’s just be the perfect couple for the next 36 hours. Then we can part ways and be friends and be happy.”
It was so perfect. I went to classes and work on Friday while he visited friends and such. Then we ate sushi (he wore his skirt and eye makeup, I wore suspenders and derby hat and paid for everything (even though it was his card)) and then we went for ice cream. Then we went to a dance/rave thing (as much as you can have one here). Danced until I was coughing really bad. Met some cool people. He left this morning. I’m happy.
Now things are complicated though… All these boys are suddenly like “wait… you’re single? Can we make out?” and I’m thinking “wait… what?!” So odd.
I hate this crap. I just want to get laid without emotional attatchment. How difficult is that?! What the hell is up with guys?
On another note, I’m coming home on Friday. I love you guys.