small reminders

Thank god for small reminders.

I sleep best in white spaces with the sound of trip-hop (or post-rock), rain, and traffic.

Tomorrow is the job hunt. (did you know they have a listing for just lawyers who do science and technology in Seattle?)

Also concerts, games, lots of food and wine. People I love, people I will love, and the possibility of controlling my own life.
See, I’ve always relied on other people to direct my energy. I have so much of it. And I’ve never been good at controlling myself, deciding what to do, if I don’t have others around to be my conscious. This time is done. My passion with focus is renewed (or simply sparked?).