i dropped a ball and upset the chemical balance

I feel like being sad today.

I have no reason to be – – My sister is selling me her car before Cirque moves on … Gonna go to the crazy bin on Monday with Alicia to figure out a job there … talked to Corey on the phone today… got pleanty of sleep … got a slurpie machine at work … I’m in love … I’m loved …

Everything is working out.
everything is working out
everything is working out

so why do I feel like poo?
I hate the genes my mom gave me. They make my butt look big.

..EdiT..
But here comes the storm to wash away my tears.
Every drop that hits is a tear shed for a loved one.
Every drop that hits washes my soul.
Every drop that hits brings me closer to you.

The sky hides her face and weeps.
Maybe this is why I love the sunny days that rain.
The world is crying freely, unashamed.

7 thoughts on “i dropped a ball and upset the chemical balance

    • And that doesn’t mean my eyes will soon be turning red

      yay, Willow is gonna be here, I’m happy.

      ::sniff:: but…::sniff::

      I MISS MADDIE!!!!!!!!!! ::wails in agony::

      • Re: And that doesn’t mean my eyes will soon be turning red

        I miss her too… gonna see her later today… wish she could go out there and see you guys

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